Früher Schnee und keine Kohlen

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Friedemann Behr aus Arnstadt. Foto: privat

Friedemann Behr aus Arnstadt. Foto: privat

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Die Tagebuchaufzeichnungen von Margarete Behr erinnern an die Schrecken des Krieges 1944

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