Missbrauchsopfer veröffentlicht Buch

Doreen Hotzan
| Lesedauer: 5 Minuten
Regina Horn steht am Zorgeufer in Krimderode. Es ist einer von vielen Orten, an denen sich ihr Vater einst an ihr verging. Unter dem Missbrauch leidet die 68-Jährige bis heute.

Regina Horn steht am Zorgeufer in Krimderode. Es ist einer von vielen Orten, an denen sich ihr Vater einst an ihr verging. Unter dem Missbrauch leidet die 68-Jährige bis heute.

Foto: Doreen Hotzan

Nordhausen.  In „Seelenmord“ verarbeitet die Nordhäuserin Regina Horn ihre Erlebnisse. Das soll anderen helfen.

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